relapse

Brian is sort of back o being an occasional asshole, and not comprehend what he is doing.

Saturday, after I had suggested on Friday we go to the movie, he went along and went with Josh, and not asking me to come along.

The only person I told was Missy. I gave an edited version to Stephanie. I am still pissed that I cannot find the balls to confront him in a non-confrontational way.

I am trying to figure out what to do. Hopefully I can actually go to church this weekend and get some direction.

I know he's depressed, and I know he cares for me. I really do think that if I could hear him tell me he loves me, I would feel alot better. I just know I cant hang on much longer.

I got him a really nice father's day card, so hopefully that will open him up a bit.

I really want to kill Marlene. Hopefully, she will get found guilty when she goes to court, and everything will be better when Brian can get is daughter full time.

I will pray for that as hard as I can at church. I will pray for God to guise me in the direction I need to go with everything.