And to boot, a friend asked me the other day when Brian and I were going to start trying to have babies.

Of course I am so damn honest, I couldn't sabotage Brian and get pregnant on purpose.

Hell, we haven't even told each other "I love you". This still bugs me. I hope it's soon. I have this little plan that I should be 'sleeping' and he kisses me goodbye and I sleepily slip out 'Love you'....I have been unsuccessful :(

If by our 5 month anniversary I haven't heard anything, I will just up and blurt it out. I figure that's enough time.

I love Brian Robert Cannon, and I will stand by my commitment to him to be supportive in any way I can.

I am already practicing what would be marriage vows.

Better or worse.
Richer or poorer.
Sickness and health.

All of it.