I have officially decided to talk to Brian on Monday, whether he wants to or not. I have been suffering these passed 2 weeks, and I am tired of it. I am angry, sad, and tired of being tired, sick, nauseous, and heart broken.

I am going to try to see if we can salvage our relationship.

I have been praying every day, and often. God says that if you ask, he will give.

I just hope the right words come out and everything comes into my favor.

I had to go to the clinic yesterday and get a liter and a half of IV fluids because I was so dehydrated, and I almost passed out twice yesterday.

I am on reglan now, so hopefully my appetite and energy will come back. I am tired all the time, even though I am getting adequate sleep.

I have lost 7 pounds already from not eating and throwing up all the time.

Lord Jesus hear my prayer- BRING BRIAN AND I BACK TOGETHER.