That I am going to die alone.
I am scared that I am 28 and I will never get married. I am sad I am depressed and I don;t know if I'll ever overcome it.
I hate my life.
I am angry that my hopes and dreams for California ended up as horseshit, and I am miserable in the one place I have always wanted to live.
I am mad at the men I have tried to become close to.
Sean, I am mad I ever wanted to be out here because of you. And I am even more mad that you failed to inform me that you wouldn't be here after I drove 3000 excitedly just to see you.
David, you are the nicest asshole. Thanks for a lovely dinner, and fuck you for being a liar and a coward and not having enough balls to tell me you weren't interested in hanging out again. I was only looking for friends, so that's your fucking loss.
I AM TIRED OF BEING SO ANGRY AND JEALOUS ALL THE TIME. I WANT GOD TO TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME.
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