ROAD TRIP PLANS!!!!

What I really want to do if I actually get this damn job in Palo ALto!

My cousin Andrea lives in Parker, Colorado, just outside of Denver. I would drive from St. Louis to there. About 12 or so hours. I would stay for 2 days. (851 miles)

Next stop: Alamogordo, New Mexico. I would visit my friend Jamie, who has been he love of my live. Very unrequited, but not in the typical sense. He just doesn't know how to let his guard down and let someone love him. Very complex man. I love him still, and there will always be a place in my heart for that man. No matter what, he will always be my friend, and I will always have a part of me that will get week in the knees any time I would get to see him. I would probably stay at least 2 days.(539 miles)

Stop #3: Flagstaff, Arizona if my friend Andrea gets a job there. I haven't seen her since July, and I miss the hell outta her :( (532 miles)

Last STOP.....................PALO ALTO!!!!!!!!!! 742 miles, probably 12 hours of a drive. If I end up there too early, well....I can just make a nice little friendly pit stop in San Francisco to reunite with the man of my dreams. Mr. Sean-Michael Robert Hurley. A man for whom I have known since I was 18 years old, liberated for the first time in my life, and away from home in Texas for Fire School.

He was everything I had ever deramed of in a man, and it was all before I had even met him. I have been with many men since him. I have had several fasiled attempts at relationships and many heartbreaks too. In the back of my mind, after all of these years, I never was able to shake him out of my mind. I finally looked him up last year on MySpace, and we have been talking online ever since. I am really having overly high hopes about this *hopefully positive* trip to Cali.

I am hoping I get there, he falls madly in love with me, and that's the end of all my suffering days in the life of a single woman. I fantasize about it daily, sadly enough. But I have a great rooted feeling that all these years of waiting for my Mr. Right are going to be over soon.

I have spoken witht the Lord several times regarding my dreams of being with this man, and I know that He will make the right decision for me. I am just hoping we are both on the same page here.